anxiousness

don't you hate the feeling you get when you're expecting something to happen

but its waaaaaay off schedule
that's my life
even in its simplest form it can be frustrating beyond belief
like a faucet that drips water inconsistently
you expect the next droplet to follow the tempo of the previous
but when it is delayed it makes you anxious
moments like these make me cringe
and bring about a sense of uneasiness
if only i could be content with inconsistency...

.:the one u love to hate:.

first... of many

how interesting...
the random post from the mind of a person you don't know
and probably never will....
this will most likely never be read by anyone
{save the occasional accident}
what the hell...
im going to post anyway

.:the one u love to hate:.